What boredom has brought to me today -.-

Ummm.... well out of boredom the first thing that comes into my mind is my weekend... which wasn't boring at all times but it pretty much was boring as a whole didn't really do much but other then that what this girl was talking to me about her little like triangle (not up to the "love" yet lol) well upon that comes to mind is about how I can't seem to like one person -.-..... I mean sure I could go with one person but certain things just make me think of other people. I mean sure I'm not the type to just cheat on my girl friend but still can't help but think about whom to go out with, I mean I'm not going to lie I'm a shy person but it doesn't mean I don't want a girl friend.... How do you focus on one person completely? I mean I can't do it... but my mind just seems to drift back to certain people... like this girl I love but can't be with, or my ex that treated me wonderfully but I was too slow to realize and now she hates me. Do you ever think about a certain person even when your with someone else? it sure as hell happens to me but can it really be helped? I don't think so cause it doesn't work for me :D lml. I wonder if there is someone that you can only think of? Do you believe that there is someone special like a soul mate for everyone? I'm not sure I can't really decide but wouldn't that be nice to have someone who understands you completely and goes even with your flaws.... What a life that would be and if there are then they must be sure hard to find